Well, just because.

WILL BLOG MORE TMR HAHA

I can’t tell you how disappointed I am. But if you love her now, you better make sure that she’s not hurting the way I am. 

I don’t know if all boys are like that, I don’t know if it’s just you, but I hate it when your relationship gets to the point where they take you for granted and think that a simple “I am sorry” or “I love you” would wipe away your tears and feelings of heartache. They have the power to make you feel that you’re the most beautiful and wanted girl alive, they also have the power to take that all away. 

I’ve never felt so bad in my whole life. Thanks for being the first to make me feel this way.

If ever there is tomorrow when we’re not together, there is something you must always remember: You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we’re apart, I’ll always be with you. 

-Winnie The Pooh 

Awesomeeeeeeee.

(Picture reminds me of the last scene in The Ugly Truth. I wanna ride on a Hot Air Balloon toooo!)

Hehe just watched the trailer of Dead Silence, looks eggciting & scary plzzzzzz but I wanna watch anyways. ^^ I’m supposed to be doing PW now like wth am I doing blogging? Every minute is like frickin precious but here I am watching the seconds tick by as words type on like this like this like this (I am going mad, ihatepwfruckswhattheshittttt) What’s up with PW week anyway? Spamming us with PW lessons ain’t gonna make us like PW any better!!!! ):< Ok, srzly need to get started. I have approx. one more hour to get these done: 

1. I&R (BY TMR) 
2. Powerpoint Slides 
3. Edit WR Part II 

SHITMANZXZ. 

Ok bb. 

P.S I think I might have to create a new category labelled “PW” next to “FML” because I have a feeling I’ll be blogging about how much I hate PW more than how much I hate my life. PW SUCKZ ok bye, for real.

 Choir yesterday! (after manymany months of not-singing together.) We ran outside of the school for PT yesterday! Hehe we took the route across the highway/overheadbridge and managed to reach Toa Payoh (from Serangoon) in just 3 minutes! Haha. We finished learning one new song that sounds so Mr. Bean-ish and christmasy. (L) I can’t wait for Christmas! (hoho!) 

Had banmee with Ian after school, `coz I was craving for it since.. that very morning? haha. Was supposed to go for PW with JL, R & N but something came up. Before tuition, slacked with Ian at Citylink Starbuckz. Hahaha so funny because he was supposed to be doing his tuition homework but neither of us had a data booklet. So we both spent like 2 hours plus doing Sudoku haha ok we have no life don’t mock us or I’ll pao you with my Sudoku book and pencil. It started getting embarrassing when we were on the topic of Pokemon. He JUST had to ask me what Pokemon I had caught since I started playing. Then I so excitedly began naming all the Pokemon that I’ve caught, and we were discussing it rather loudly. (Forgot that we’re 17 year olds in our college t-shirts, in a place where other JC students are mugging. F our lives) Spent most of our time during tuition doodling: 

Ian & his legion of n0Ob pirates. 
His pirate leader shot mine with that gun, so I drew:

a pathetic excuse for an atomic bomb hehehe ^^

I: I will create a monster that can eat your atomic bomb without killing anyone! 
V: What planet are you living on??
I think C&D were very amused by our childishness. Lol.  

It rained(fine,) drizzled yesterday night so I got to use my pretty polka-dotted brollyyyyyyyy ^^ You’d be jealous if you saw it too! It’s really really pretty! 

Came home and got the shock of my life because, my whole Pokemon game resetted itself. !@#$%^&* I was damn angry asdfjla;sjfl;kjqowei jfoajslljslja. I don’t know if I should start a new game or stop playing it all together. /: Anyhooos, am gonna clear my cupboards and desks now. Super messy & disorganized, I can’t stand it anymore. 

Ta, people!

Yea I know it’s not easy, I know it’s hard, 
Follow the lights to this city.

Get up and go
Take a chance and be strong, 
Or you could spend your whole life holding on, 
Don’t look back just go.
Take a breath move along, 
Or you could spend your whole life holding on, 
You could spend your whole life holding on.

Believe the tunnel can end, believe your body can mend, 
Yea I know you could make it through cause I believe in you.
So lets go put up a fight, lets go make everything alright, 
Go on and take a shot go give it all you got.

Oh yea I know it’s not easy, I know that it’s hard, 
Know that it’s not always pretty.

Get up and go
Take a chance and be strong, 
Or you could spend your whole life holding on, 
Don’t look back just go.
Take a breath move along, 
Or you could spend your whole life holding on, 
You could spend your whole life holding on.

Don’t wanna wake up to the telephone ring, 
Are you sitting down I need to tell you something, 
Enough is enough you can stop waiting to breath, 
And don’t wait up for me.

Get up and go, 
Take a chance and be strong, 
Or you could spend your whole life holding on.
Don’t look back just go, 
Take a breath move along, 
Or you could spend your whole life holding on.

Don’t spend your whole life holding on.

Why I fail chemistry: 

Hahahahahaha 

Went out to watch The Ugly Truth on Wednesday. 3.5/5 popcorns! Haha, don’t trust myself to give a summary of the movie without adding in spoilers /: So yeah, go watch it if you wanna know more about it! 

My face is burnt from today’s Inter-house games. !@#$%^&* Well, even though we lost 2 games and drew 1, it was still really funnnnnnn! Hahaha (: My teammates were the awesummest (; Before the fun & eggcitement, had 2 long hours of chinese (which, in my opinion, was a completewasteoftimeahhhh) But I listened anyway. Can’t believe I actually took down notes O: (for chinese? omg!) It kinda drizzled before the games started and I was happy, not at the prospect of the games being post-phoned due to weather conditions, but rather at the fact that I could use my nice blue polka-dotted brolly! (WHICH IS SO NOT A BIMBOTIC UMBRELLA OK, @trainsbrainrain) ‘Nywayz, the games went on as per normal and I have never played a Captain’s Ball game that hard before. It was like WOW. Haha ^^ Sis-tor-ian (HAHA OMG I COMBINED ALL THREE OF OUR NAMES) went to Mackz for lunch and Sisca completed the wowzarian feat of eating a Mega Mac O: And no surprises on what I had, hehe (mcspicy ftw!)

I’m completely exhausted from today, unbelievable! Gonna go shower now & sleep early my pretties!

Didn’t manage to watch “Fame” today because @siscaharyanto fell sick ): Hope she’s feeling better now! (L) Went out with my sister and we shopped around Raffles City. Hehe I bought a polka-dotted brolly for $19 and earrings for $13! Good buys (Y) Then we met Momsie for lunch at this scottish bar-like place and omg, I ate my heart out. No, seriously. I was eating like some homeless cat who hasn’t been near food for like days. Wuz hungry ): 

(This is a Brussels Sprout people! I’ve always wanted to try them, and I finally got to today! I know it looks disgusting, but that’s only because of my camera. They’re really good, I swear! They are Yummy with a capital Y) 

Yeah my sis has exams. So I had to do my work to provide her with “the correct environment” and the only thing I had in my bag was.. Math. Lol. 

My Momsie’s so funny!!  She never curses. She points. Yeah, like the picture above. There was this taxi that cut into our lane and my mom got really really mad. So she lifted up her hand, stuck out her index finger, and pointed. HAHA 

I really love talking on the phone with Jiheon (when he’s not telling me scary stuff/ horror movie plots). He’s so funny and interesting hahahahaha. ^^ Then skyped + oovooed with XY and Ian. XY had cool webcam effects haha, but I couldn’t screenshot them because she’d prolly kill me lol. & Ian’s brother was sooooooooo cute!!!!!! (Refer to the second picture above) Hehe. 

Ok goodnightz pretties!!

If you were a beautiful sound and the echoes all around, 
 Then I’d be your harmony. 

Ok last paper today! ^^ Went out with Sisca Mitchell & XY to Ikea for Swedish Meatballs hehe. I’d fall in love with them every time, and the feeling would be just as sweet (literally, because of the jam)! Walked around Queensway for a bit, because we all didn’t feel like going home just yet. So we moved from shop to shop, looking at the same things in different colours and forms, talking/chatting/laughing away.  

On a random note, I love to watch how the clock on my computer changes from 11:59 pm to 12:00 am. All four digits change, and we pass on to the next day; all that in just sixty seconds. 

Going out to watch “Fame” with Sisca and Ian tomorrow! Really need to fill up Tuesday and Wednesday before school resumes its usual busy and hectic self with compulsory Chinese lessons, PW-week and what not. I hate how I feel like retiring early when there isn’t any school tomorrow, but yet I stay up so late on schoolnights rushing out @#$%^&* PW and tutorials. I wish I was working in Disneyland. I mean, the only kind of stress they’d probably get is whether or not they can still fit into their costumes? (HAHA OK WEAK BUT YOU GET MY POINT) Idk, I don’t mind working as one of those people dressed in stuffy hot costumes signing autographs for kids. Or one of those techies operating the merry-go-rounds/ slow kiddy rides (not rollercoasters please, don’t wanna be blamed if something goes wrong). I still have no clue as to what I want in life. The question I dread most from my relatives is, “What do you want to be when you grow up?” And I’d just shy away from their eyes and mumble a “I don’t know”. Suckz not being good at anything /: 

Anyhoos, will end off with a bookquote from one of my favourite books! (: 

“What’s with the camera?” 

“Defective shipment,” he explained. “Somebody at the main office left the box out in the sun, so they’re all warped. Management said we could have them, if we wanted them. Kind of like the tangerines, you know. Can’t turn down free stuff.” 

“But will the pictures even come out?” I asked, noticing now, as I looked closer, that the camera itself was bent, warped, like the VCR tape I’d accidentaly left on my dash the summer before. It didn’t look like you could even get the film out, much less develop it. 

“Don’t know,” he said, taking another picture. “They might. Or they might not.” 

“They won’t,” I said. “The film’s probably ruined from the heat.” 

“Or maybe,” he said, holding the camera out at arm’s length and smiling big as he snapped a picture of himself, “it isn’t. Maybe it’s just fine. We won’t know until we develop it.” 

“But it’s probably a total waste,” I told him. “Why bother?”

He put down the camera and looked at me, really looked at me, not through the lens, or from the side, just me and him. “That’s the big question, isn’t it?” he said. “That’s the whole problem here. I think they just might come out. Maybe they won’t be perfect – I mean, they could be blurred, or cut off in the middle – but I’m thinking it’s worth a shot. That’s just me, though.” 

I just stood there, blinking, as he lifted the camera up and took one more shot of me. I stared straight at him as it clicked, letting him know I got his little metaphor. 

Wow ok long post, goodnight my lovelies!